Dear God,

God, if this is mine, make the path clear, and if it isn't make letting go easier.

Amen.
🙏

 seem yesterday i made a mistake on my job.

I'm sending email to principal to say thank you for the appreciation, lesson & challenging i experienced during handling their cruise vessel.

Maybe my email tidak sampai message or i wrongly typed the words.

I actually wanna say that i will cancel the berth accordingly after receive confirmation from them, then i will proceed to cancel with the authority accordingly.

But, the principal should advise us accordingly to hold the berth booking until further notice. not just keep quiet. That make us in blue also. 

But what to do. I've sent the email ready cannot turn back. NO TURNING BACK!!!

Bikin malu pun ada sebab belum confirm rupanya.

Wee also advise that we are no longer the agent & should cancel the berth. that why i sent the email to inform to cancel the berth.

Aduiiiii...

Bikin hati tidak senang la pula.

I know i'm wrong, but is it a big deal? i've not yet cancel all the booking. i just need black & white only.

God pls help me on this....

Football in the parking Lot

There's no field at our neighbourhood. Playing football in the carpark

There's no pretty ball also...hahahaha they just take the ball which they found at the drainage.

Even there is no field, no pretty ball still can play football in the parking lot.

The One n Only

Actually i missed my workmate for more than 10 years. She's very seldom on complaining about work. Hard working and senang runding about kerja. Rajin and not stuck into FB in the office. Always finish her job on time. Oh how i missed her.

My new workmate make me missed my old workmate. Sometimes (always) her smell make me headache. The smell like young teenager smell. I think the smell is like bedroom which mixed with clothes yg not been washed for fews day. She is stuck on the FB and everyday looking for the cheaper airticket. Then the groupon also everyday check. One day she bring her laptop I don't know what her motive. But who care!

Look like i'm complaining my new workmate. guess that i don't have anyone to talk to.

During this time she's on FB again....i don't mind if she on FB but the job have to finish first. At home also FB.....sigh!!

Journey to Lawas, Sarawak

Last sundy went to Lawas... our journey begin from home. 

From home

Beaufort roundabout

Seen this from far only.... @ Sipitang

Checking IC @ Merapok

Lawas town

1st time went to Lawas..the road condition is good. many to see along the way. We are using 4wd and that makes our journey not really tired and enjoying the view inside vehicle. Not so many car that day... it was smooth and thanks God that nothing happen along our way.

Next time going there again will stay for 1 nite....

The Sinner's Prayer

A Beautiful Daily Prayer

I thank Thee, Lord, for sleep and rest,

For all the things that I love best,

Now guide me through another day,

And bless my work and bless my play.

Lord, make me strong for noble ends,

Protect and bless my loving family and friends.

Of mankind good Christians make.

All this I ask for Jesus' Sake.

Amen…

Cintakasih.....

Tanpa cintakasih, suatu pekerjaan lahir tanpa ada gunanya. 

Sebaliknya sesuatu yang dilakukan 

berdasarkan cinta kasih, bagaimanapun kecil dan kurang berarti usaha itu, akan sangat bernilai.

Sebab Tuhan lebih menilai keadaan batin orang yang melakukan suatu pekerjaan, daripada besarnya pekerjaan yang dilakukan.
Orang yang besar cintakasihnya, itulah yang berbuat banyak. Orang yang berbuat banyak, ialah orang yang berbuat baik.
Sedang orang yang berbuat baik itu, ialah orang yang lebih mendahulukan dan mengabdi kepada kepentingan banyak orang.

Believe and shall be heal.....

Ketika tanganku hampa, ketika tidak ada satu kebaikan pun yang bisa kupersembahkan kepada Allahku, kupersembahkan saja tangan hampaku kepada Dia yang mengasihiku.
salam.

p/s. got this from fb. 

Vacation again......

This time we went to ahhh i forgot the name already. But this place is far from town and we using 4wd to go there. Have to cross river again. I was a bit afraid during crossing the river. Luckily my husband seated beside me. Got somebody to hold to.

 Picture of me

 Wild boar

This is the river we crossed using 4wd.

My Vacation

My dream come true...at last I can have my vacation for few days.

Guess what...I go to Medan last October. Fun and scary. But average is okay.

At LCCT waiting flight to Medan

Landed safely at Polonia Airport @ Medan

Airport view

Active volacano

last picture taken at Polonia Airport   

Celebration in September'2011

Cake made by Durah Ha Ha Ha

Singing Happy Birthday Song

Makan time

Posing before celebartion ended

The 1st time buat  Birthday Celebration host by diri sendiri ni. Baru la terasa penat  buat 

sendiri. Tapi bila nampak all the kids happy....hati pun rasa ringan dan happy 

juga kunun....Nasib baik budak budak tida komplen food's sa ni....

Many thanks for the kids yang datang celebrate birthday kami ni.

Next year bole celebrate lagi...buat yg lagi happening!

Tapi apa-apa pun thank sama urang yang buat cake ni.

Walaupun saya dapat makan sikit saja...sedap juga la.

Habis juga tu cake..budak2 bawa balik.

7K Running for fun, Running for charity....

don't know how many times suda ikut ni run for fun, run for charity....but this time one family i bring to joined this event....

it was fun indeed....my kids love it. 

next year event want to join again...Mary will be 7 years old next year and maybe we can finish the 7K route. this year not finish running 7K due to Mary not enough stamina to run and tired i guess.

Posing before running....

Saint Patrick's Prayer...........

Saint Patrick's"Breastplate"Prayer

      I bind unto myself today
The strong Name of the Trinity,
By invocation of the same,
The Three in One and One in Three.

I bind this day to me for ever.
By power of faith, Christ's incarnation;
His baptism in the Jordan river;
His death on Cross for my salvation;
His bursting from the spicèd tomb;
His riding up the heavenly way;
His coming at the day of doom;*
I bind unto myself today.

I bind unto myself the power
Of the great love of the cherubim;
The sweet 'well done' in judgment hour,
The service of the seraphim,
Confessors' faith, Apostles' word,
The Patriarchs' prayers, the Prophets' scrolls,
All good deeds done unto the Lord,
And purity of virgin souls.

I bind unto myself today
The virtues of the starlit heaven,
The glorious sun's life-giving ray,
The whiteness of the moon at even,
The flashing of the lightning free,
The whirling wind's tempestuous shocks,
The stable earth, the deep salt sea,
Around the old eternal rocks.

I bind unto myself today
The power of God to hold and lead,
His eye to watch, His might to stay,
His ear to hearken to my need.
The wisdom of my God to teach,
His hand to guide, His shield to ward,
The word of God to give me speech,
His heavenly host to be my guard.

Against the demon snares of sin,
The vice that gives temptation force,
The natural lusts that war within,
The hostile men that mar my course;
Or few or many, far or nigh,
In every place and in all hours,
Against their fierce hostility,
I bind to me these holy powers.

Against all Satan's spells and wiles,
Against false words of heresy,
Against the knowledge that defiles,
Against the heart's idolatry,
Against the wizard's evil craft,
Against the death wound and the burning,
The choking wave and the poisoned shaft,
Protect me, Christ, till Thy returning.

Christ be with me, Christ within me,
Christ behind me, Christ before me,
Christ beside me, Christ to win me,
Christ to comfort and restore me.
Christ beneath me, Christ above me,
Christ in quiet, Christ in danger,
Christ in hearts of all that love me,
Christ in mouth of friend and stranger.

I bind unto myself the Name,
The strong Name of the Trinity;
By invocation of the same.
The Three in One, and One in Three,
Of Whom all nature hath creation,
Eternal Father, Spirit, Word:
Praise to the Lord of my salvation,
Salvation is of Christ the Lord.

Celebrating Birthday

Last touch up for the cake.........

                                         

My father in law 70th yrs birthday cake

Being very grateful for my father in law for his 70th yrs birthday..congratz to him. And i wished him for the prosperity, longevity and health for all the years to come.

Is My Time Up?

                 
          

  
A 54 year old woman had a heart attack and was taken to the hospital. While on the operating table she had anear death experience. 
Seeing God she asked "Is my time up?" 
God said, "No, you have another 43 years, 2 months and 8 days to live."
Upon recovery, the woman decided to stay in the hospital and have a face-lift, liposuction, breast implants and a tummy tuck. She even had someone come in and change her hair color and brighten her teeth! 
Since she had so much more time to live, she figured she might as well make the most of it. After her last operation, she was released from the hospital.

While crossing the street on her way home, she was killed by an ambulance. 
Arriving in front of God, she demanded, "I thought yousaid I had another 43 years.
Why didn't you pull me from out of the path of the ambulance?" 
God replied:

"I didn’t recognize you!"


 
   The Moral of the story is.............don’t confuse God!
Take a break and have fun!

School holidays vacation

Hutan Lipur Kawang

What a nice and peaceful place to go....

Been there with my family during school holidays...it was a little bit of tiring and fun.

Sunday

Sunday........

It's time for us to go to Church....Yes... we did go to Church. Even the homily is nearly to 30 mins and feel a little bit sleepy. But it was worth it!.

I also sending my kids to Sunday School.. the most happiest is Mary. 

She said to me " mum. I'am so happy today " and I replied her "why"..

she said she was happy because she have book for the Sunday school.

Hahaha that's my Mary!

 

 

New year, new beginning lagi

Happy New Year 2011....


Hopefully this year, things would be better. What we have planned going on smoothly.
Praise to Lord that we still alive for this new year 2011.


Start being busy after taken few days of holidays. Getting  lazy to work when thinking of the stupid in-charge. Very selfish & interested on money only. Very obvious taken money but not being checked by the head office. 


Happy New Year............2011!

Sports

Last monday....we go to complex likas to support my handsome boys sports day for their school.

All the students look happy & excited . Tidak sabar ni mau lari....sekali start suda mau lari adeh....

tidak ada saingan la...macam rilek jak diorg lari ni. Tidak macam time sa sekolah rendah. semua pun mau berabis lari ni. 

Hahahhahaaa....actually my sons pun ada ikut lari juga....4 x100m, 100m & 4 x 200m. I thought they didn't run for the 4 x 200m....sa pun belum pernah ikut lari 4 x 200m. kasian juga tengok diaorng. Tapi have to bagi support juga to them. Biar pun Jerome didn't get any medal but his a good runner. Elijah got 1 silver & 2 bronze. Proud with them.....

                                            Jerome with his friends

Elijah and his friends

The weather that day pun ada baik juga berbanding yang last years pnya sports day. Tapi panas juga la sikit-sikit. balik rumah terus mengampai ni. Padahal tidak pun lari hahahahhaaaa.

Bagus juga ambik cuti untuk anak-anak ni. dapat tengok diaorang lari & their friends. I think they must be happy because their parents is there to support them....all the best for my kids.